[Private to Steve Rogers. SO SO PRIVATE.]

[diedinnewyork]

[talking hurts, moving hurts. But Eddie's spent some time getting to know this little device so Steve gets a surprise text]

Why didn't you let me die.



[Edward Blake. TW-Mentions of Rape, mentions of male castration, mentions of poison, torture (on behalf of both parties)]

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[thestarspangledman]

Damn if I'm gonna let someone under my responsibility die.

You heard the Captain people.

[diedinnewyork]

It's cruel.

[thestarspangledman]

I'm not gonna fail. Me or you.

[diedinnewyork]

I knew that I had nothing to live for. I arrive here and people tell me my world ended. Veidt succeeded. Laurie and Sally are dead and the one good thing that I've done is gone.

[he is too drugged to care]

I was lonely.

[thestarspangledman]

You don't know that for a fact, that they're dead. There's a fella from your world here, isn't there?

So talk to me, if you're lonely. Don't do -- what you did. It's not a way to make friends.

[diedinnewyork]

...You don't have a family do you. I made my peace with it, with dying. My life doesn't fucking matter and I was prepared to be poked with shiny pitchforks or sing with the angels but Laurie and Sal...

...Seein' um here. Just brought it all back Captain. It just brought all this shit back. World's an awful place. Just look at what the lady did.

....Can't say I didn't deserve it, but just look at what she did. Who the fuck does that?

[thestarspangledman]

I have a small one. I know what it's like to lose people.

She'll be dealt with. Don't you worry about that.